July 2011: No special business in this month, but the meeting of ppa mamajang is coming. So, my organization will camping to Toraja. I'm happy to hear that. I still don't know if that holiday will break with my final. Hope I can participate. Static July.
August 2011: Huh, bad news my final break with my camping. So sad I can't participate, because I feel comfortable with my organization. I can't predict I meet my old friend. I'm so happy to meet her. I can see her smile again. Maybe I hide my feeling. I take her out with my motorbike. She just two weeks in Makassar. We sharing each story. She want to meet many her friends. She want to gathering at junior high school with other. That gathering is canceled. Hm, she invited me to gathering with friends on Saturday night at my friend home. She feel happy with certain condition. Last week in August. I go to Kariango for Sekami camping. It's just three days. But I can't forget that moment. Long story to tell my camping. Camping is very interesting. Maybe 800 members participated to this event. Awesome August.
September 2011: Holiday is coming. I pass my holiday with go to campus. That is pre-college for junior. Yeah, I want to see my junior. The character is very variety. Day by day my junior will know me. And I will know a few my junior. The activities is games and choir training. Yeah, I want to be a good senior with my other senior. I'm the youngest mentor for my junior. Another activity is parody training. Because parody competition will come out for general college. Continue to general college. All leader of UKM will coming to introduction include me. For choir UKM I say: If you want to see your senior graduated, you can join us. Some junior will interested to my UKM. Then a few junior direct asked me to join my ukm. Wow, I'm so happy to recruit them. I get other mission to join training PKTM. Start from 26-28 September. The place will take on Dynasty Hotel. How good this training. I don't regret to follow it. With many services of hotel. Just me and my friend from my campus(STMIK KHARISMA). Some campus in makassar partipated too. But did you know another campus from outside Makassar join here. Wow, I get some friend. I exchange my facebook with other. Their are unique with different character. I got sertificate, money bonus, and cd pktm. How cool my September.
October 2011: Still early for busy college. I divided my registration choir to my junior I want to make a meeting of my organization. It's still pending with some reason. Yeah, I want to reshuffle my team work. Because some of them can't participate and busy. Next event is I participate wiskar as committee. Wiskar is event for junior. The place take at Kare. That wiskar is for three day. Wow, I'm very happy with this wiskar. I can't believe my junior request my sign because this is rule from the committee. When closing of wiskar, I got three title of committee. There is friendly, patient, easygoing committee. Wow, how to express my feeling. When my leader of committee speech on closing wiskar. I'm cry when I hear that speech. Her word is very charismatic. He said: This wiskar is very valuable. We can learning to respect between junior and senior. This is my very valuable experience. Finally, we go to home. Several days, my meeting is successful to reshuffle. I added three junior in my team-work. Yeah, I like October.
November 2011: Wow, I like my new team work of choir ukm because I like something. This month is very hard to me. I want to tell a girl. She like to be perfectionist. She don't like someone who interrupt her word and complaint her suggestion. Someday she get out from choir because someone senior against her idea. How stress am I as a leader. I don't want her to get out. I said sorry to her. But she is very angry to some member junior and senior. Please don't go. She decided to get out. Day by day my spirit is down. I like her, but I can't tell. She helped me out clear written rule for choir ukm. I still need her. This heart and mind is very broken. Someday, some person make me wake up. Many person are don't like her attitude. Maybe her attitude is very hard. Now, I think to not trapped in this problem. I watch SEA games, online, and other activities to forget this problem. Now, I'm twenty years old on 19th November. I'll try to be strong. Other problem for my choir. My member is too much. I want to separate in two team. I want to open this meeting just for my team work.
December 2011: Hm, this is the last month of 2011. Now, I open the meeting with my team work. We decided to separate in two teams. But after I applied this method, some members tell me don't separate with my friends and move to with her/him friends. I confuse again. I think over time. I decided to cancel my decision. I joined to choir in my church again. Every night wednesday and friday is my choir training. Sure I cancel my other mission on my organization. But I still train my junior for christmas with my friends. In this month I know idol group jkt48. This is sister group from AKB48. Wow, I like some members of them. They are cute and beautiful. Someday meet and greet and handshake is open registration. I'll try to send my email. Finally, my email is up. I'm very happy, but I can't go to Jakarta because It's too far, ticket is too expensive, plus I don't get permission from my father. I want to meet JKT48 plus handshake. How irony this life. My promise to give teddy bear to someone member JKT48 is canceled. Now, my heart is very broken. I'll try to tell my canceled departure to some members. Someone member say don't cry, hope we will meet someday. My sadness is down. I still have a little hope for JKT48. I promise I'll support JKT48 always, whatever I take. In other case, my brother is coming from Singapore to Makassar with her wife. Her wife bringed to hospital because sick. Two or three days I go to hospital with my family. In other case, I go to MP to play iceskating. So happy I can try iceskating with my sister and my cousin. My cousin promise me to teach me iceskating. She don't want to teach me. Huh, this is unfair. Now, I want to try it by myself. First, I always want to break with other. Iceskating is very dangerous when you fall. Don't be careless. Just move on, let's iceskating. I believe I can. Finally, I can do it. I'm very very happy. When night christmas I go to church for choir. Some technical wrong still happen, but I still give thanks. I can singing for God when this holy day. We must giving with other. Christmas is giving your total self to everyone. 31 December 2011 before new year I gather with my family. I don't know many my family. I just eat a little because I still eat in my friend home. I continue my party new to my friend home. Huh, some crazy friend here. They explode fireworks at random place in random time. The fish still available for me. I'm happy to meet my old friends from junior high school. This is valuable moment before new year. Not bad december.
Now, good bye 2011. Welcome 2012. I hope 2012 is the year of evolution for me. My simple resolution for 2012 is want to regain my faith. God, open my eyes and my heart. I want to follow you again. Spirit for 2012.
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